God led me to another one! And this one really hit me. Thank you guys for going on this ride with me!
It’s fine. This isn’t bad. It’s okay. It’s going to be okay. Is it? It is. Just have to last a bit longer, make it just a bit further. Why? Can’t look weak. Can’t break down. Then it won’t be okay. Why? Just can’t. Breaking is weak. Breaking is not okay. Who said that? People know. Can’t let anyone see. Can’t let anyone know. Can’t let anyone through. How can something be healed if it’s never seen? It’s fine. It isn’t that bad. It’s okay. It’s going to be okay. If it’s not that bad, it’s still not good. It will get better. Time will heal it or it will go away. Time alone can’t heal. What about cleaning, attention, care, love? Just keep going. Keep saying that it will be okay. The other stuff doesn’t matter. Doesn’t matter? Love doesn’t matter? Afterward. After everything is better and easier, then things can matter. And if things don’t get better, easier? They will get better. It will be easier. Just don’t break now. If something isn’t torn or broken, how can it be healed? It’s fine. It’s not. It’s not that bad. Still not good. It might, it might, it can…. Healing can happen whenever. If it’s allowed to happen. It… Allow healing. Breakdown. It hurts.
He [the Lord] heals the brokenhearted, And binds up their wounds [healing their pain and comforting their sorrow].Psalms 147:3 -AMP