New year, new me!

Not really.

I still feel old,

In a stronghold.



Maybe, new year, clean slate.

But still lying in wait,

is everything I hate.

Now clean is one big weight.



There’s new year, new beginnings?

But I want more than beginnings.

I want a life full of winnings,

Not these hard, almost-lost innings.



I want blessings, greats, gold, and to be free!



So maybe it’s not the new year. 

I just want what I don't have.

All these sayings make that plain,

In this new time, I lack.

I desire and want

But don't have.

Still, I need,

One thing,

You.

The Lord is my shepherd; I have all that I need.

Psalms 23:1 NLT